SHATTERED

Hello, everyone!

Today I'm going to do a little bit different activity. I want to share my short-story!~
So, this story was actually an exam for a subject in my college and I really fall in love with the story. 

This story is about a Pedophile, yes, you heard that right, about a Pedophile. He work as a driver in a family then he fall in love with the daughter in the family. They was not close at first but slowly they are getting closer to each other and it leads into unhealthy relationship.

This story is just for fun! Not that I support Pedophiles out there for doing whatever crime they are doing. I just make this to share with you what can makes a Pedophilia happens in the society although it is just one of the billions reasons that appears in the society.

So, please enjoy my story!

Xoxo,
Jess.

[Disclaimer: This story contains mature content, disturbing content.]

I walked into this big and beautiful house with the feeling of amazed. I did not come from a poor family, but this family surely makes lots of money. I was sitting on the big and black leather sofa when a man approached me.

            “Are you Andri?” he asked.

            “Yes, I am.” I stood up and shook his hand.

            “Well, I have heard a lot about you also because you are my friend’s nephew then I don’t need to ask much.” He smiled to me, “you can work start from today.”

I thanked him then he went upstairs. He said that his daughter will be ready in a minute and I should drive her to the school. I sat again on the sofa and waited for the girl. Then, I saw a girl walked down from upstairs. She was really beautiful. She has a long and black straight hair, her skin was as white as a snow, and her aura was spinning around the room. This is my first time get stunned looking at a child. She was really beautiful; like a piece of art.

            “Hello! Good morning. I’m Andri, your new driver.” I greeted her with a big smile but she does not smile back. She just kept walking to outside the door. My big smile was gone. Is she some kind of evil boss like in television? I did not think much about it then I followed the girl to the car.

            “Hello, who’s your name?” I broke up the silent. We were in the car and no one talked nor said anything. I felt uneasy and that is why I tried to talk with her but she seemed uninterested to talk. The car was silent and I am not interested to say anything anymore.

            “Helen.” She suddenly said that. I peeked at her through the mirror and she was looking at me. I smiled at her through the mirror.

            “Hello, Helen. I’m Andri.” I continued, “You can ask me anything or say wherever you want to go. I will drive you to the places you want.”  She did not say anything. We were in silent again until we reached the destination.

When I saw my bed in front of me, I immediately jumped to it. Today was really tiring… I was closing my eyes and resting my body when my phone rang.

            “Yo bro! Where are you?” someone shouted through the speaker.

            “Oh shit do you think I’m deaf? I’m home! Why?” I shouted back to the phone.

          “Maaaan! Don’t talk too loud! I’m in the café near your house. Come here bro, my blind date just left me alone. I might cry now.”

            “You deserve that. I’m not going. Tired.”

            “Aww bro my heart hurts… We have been friend for 30 years and you did this to me. You know this is more hurtful than left in the café alone with someone you just meet 30 minutes?” he said. I hang up and continued to rest but my phone kept ringing. I sighed.

            “Damn bro, alright!” I shouted to the phone

            “Hehehe. Love you, bro.”

When I walked inside the café, the smell of coffee hit my nose. I love that smell because it makes me feel relaxed. I looked around the café to search my friend. When I saw him, I walked closer to him.

            “Shit, Do! What do you want?” I tap his shoulder hard. He shocked and immediately wanted to hit me but he missed it.

            “Damn it! I thought a terrorist came to kill me.” He looked relieved and sat back to the sofa.

            “You are not that worthy, man.”

            “Ha. Forget about it. How’s your job?”

            “Well… It is okay actually besides the fact that the daughter is mute.”

            “Damn it, really? Poor girl… How old is she?”

          I poked his head. “Dummy. I’m not talking about real mute. But the daughter was really silent. It is really boring to be with her.”

            “Well, get close with her then so she won’t be quiet anymore.”

            “She is 12, Do! What should I do to get closer with a child?”

            “Well, it’s even easier! Just buy her candy, toys, or whatever.”

            “Edo. She is rich as fuck.”

            “Oh, damn. Well…”

I sighed and closed my eyes. I know this was just my first day and it was normal for her to act like that. But, no one in the family showing any kind gesture towards me. I really hate it.

            “Why don’t you try again?” Edo asked.

            “Try what?”

            “Try to do your business again. In business, a fail is really normal. The only thing we should do is to get up, and get up, and get up again.”

            “Do, it’s not as easy as you say. I don’t have any money! My parents already mad at me because I decided to follow my silly dream instead entering college.”

            “I know. I can give you money, bro! Borrow mine then you should start again. I don’t want to see you like this!”

            “Do, really, no. I don’t want your money or whatever it is. I am fucked up already. Let me live my life with these consequences myself.”

            “Andri, we have been friends since we were in the fucking diaper. I want to help you! You shouldn’t live your life like this!”

            “What is so wrong to become a driver? It’s ok. I will collect my money little by little. Also, I have no idea for my culinary business. I shall think about it first.”

            “Fine bro. But whenever you want help, you should tell me. Ok?” I smiled at him and we decided to go home together.

            “Good morning, Helen.” I gave her my biggest smile. She did not greet me back instead she walked straight to the car. I sighed and followed her to the car.

When we arrived, she came out from the car and left. I sighed. How long should I keep this job? Because I did not have anything to do, I waited Helen until the school finished. Then, when the school bell rang, I waited for her. I already waited her for 30 minutes but she has not come out yet. I waited for 15 minutes more then when there was still no sign of her, I went out from the car and went inside the school.

Where is she? I did not see any sign of her. I looked into her class but no one was there. The school was already quiet. I went back to the car and hoped that she was already there but there was still no sign of her. I walked around the school and saw an old warehouse that was pretty far from the school.

Ah, it’s impossible if she is there. I wanted to get back to the car but my heart told me to go there. I sighed and walked to there. I looked around there but nobody was around.

            “Helen?” I shouted. No one replied me. I kept walking around the warehouse and kept shouting. It was 4 in the afternoon already means that I have been looking for Helen for about 2 hours. I was already gave up and walked to the car when I heard a shouting. I walked to the sound and I heard someone smashing a door. I walked closer and I heard a shout inside the warehouse.

            “Helen?”

            “I’m here!” she kept smashing the door. I tried to open the door but it was locked.

            “Wait there, okay? I’m trying to open it.”

I looked around for something to break it up but nothing was there. I looked around to find someone to but no one was there too. Because I had no idea and already panicked, I smashed and kicked the door until it is opened. Then, there she is, sitting while holding her knee and looked scared. When she saw me, she ran to me and hugged me.

            “It’s okay… It’s okay.” I tried to comfort her. She kept sobbing and crying. Her body was trembling. She could not stop cry. She could not even walk. I hold her up to my arm and walked to the car while still trying to cheer her up.

After that day, we became closer to each other. She is finally opened up to me and we share stories, playing, and studying together. I could sense that she is such a wise girl in her age. I felt pity towards her because she was actually suffered because she had no friends. I asked her why she gets locked up in the warehouse the last time. She did not want to answer it at first but when I asked again she said that all her classmates hate her because of what happened in the past. She said that actually they were her best friend in the past but because one of the boys in their group likes her, one of the girls in the group got jealous because she likes the boy. Then, that girl tried to convince her friends and trapped her into problems that made all of her friends lost trust in her and left her alone including the boy. They started to hate her and always bullied her in school.

I could not say nor do anything for her. All I could do is waiting in front of her class even when the class was not over yet. She did not feel bad about it. She is really close to me now. We joke a lot and play a lot. I taught her several lessons that she did not understand and helped her homework. We were really close and we are best friend to each other.

            “Andri, where are you?” I heard someone calling me. I looked around and saw Helen was looking for me. I waved my hands and she ran to me happily.

            “Help me for this homework, please?” she gave me her sweetest smile. I smiled and pat her head. I told her to sit beside me but she did not want. Instead, she sat on my lap and smiled at me. I don’t know why but I felt uneasy with her in my lap. I tried to concentrate on her homework but I can’t. She told me about her day in school but I could not hear anything. She kept moving in my lap and could not sit still. She moved around her ass towards my most private thing. I could not think anymore. I could not hear every word she said. Andri, what the hell are you thinking?

            “Len, please don’t move around.”

           “Huh? Why?” she moved her head towards me and it made her body pressed mine too. I could not hold it anymore. I screamed a little and tried to hold it so that Helen would not know. After it’s done, I sighed and tried to control my breathing. I think I am going crazy. Real crazy.

I woke up when someone is knocking the door. I realized that I fall asleep in the car and Helen was outside the car and calling for me. I unlocked the door and she went inside. She wore such a beautiful white dress which suits with her fair skin. Her hair was black and straight long which looks like a goddess. I could not say anything. I went silent.

            “Ndri?”

I want to kiss her. I want to touch her.

            “Ndri?”

I want to kiss that sweet lip of hers. I want it. Right now.

            “Andri?”

I could not hold myself. I pulled her closer and kissed her. She was shocked but there was no refusal from her. I kissed her more and deeper. She seemed to enjoy it and it made me went crazier. I pulled her and put her in my lap. I kissed her more and more until we both could not breathe well.

            “Andri…” her voice went slower and slower. I could not think clearly anymore. It seemed like there was a demon inside me. It told me to do it with her. Right now. Here.

I lifted up her dress while still kissing her. I was not being myself. I was not Andri, a normal guy with a normal mind. I am a monster. I could not hold myself up. I did it with her and she screamed like crazy. She was hurt but I did not care. I could not care of anything right now. I could not feel that I went crazy and scary.

What the hell are you doing, Andri?

My mind kept telling me to stop but my brain was not working well. I could not tell myself to stop. I am a monster. I raped a 12 years-old girl.

I am a …

I am a pedophile.

Cheating - Forgive or Not?

Hellooo peeps!

I have a bunch of new makeup products that I want to share but I still have some problems with the pictures so I will update it later! But, soon!

So, I just want to do a random talk and topic or maybe an advice. Just to warn you peeps, this advice is my personal advice. Everything that happen in your life, everything that you do, everything that you decide, only you yourself that can do it! Don't let anyone or depend on anyone to lead your life. Life happily and be free!

So, the topic is about Cheating. Forgive or Not?

Some people are jerk sometimes or we can say that people or even us never ever feel enough on what we have in your life. That is how human being. I know some of you may think that this is my personal idea, or maybe not all people like that. I know. I feel proud and respect to the people who always feel enough of what they have in life. But for some other people, they cannot feel enough of what they have or maybe they feel enough but still there is still something missing, something that they want, or etc.

So, when your partner cheat on you - i know that you will feel so heartbroken, sad, angry, disappointed and any other worst feeling and even worse if you really trust and love them so much. Then what will happen? Some will break up with their partner or some will try to hold it - just because you love them too much.

But, let me tell you guys! Do not ever fall easily on their sweet mouths after they got caught cheating. Some of them will beg you to forgive them or worst - some of them will point out your mistakes and why they cheat - it's all because of you, they said.

I know it's hard to not forgive them especially when they cried in front of you or they beg you to stay or they say that they can't live without you and etc. But remember guys, they cheat. They do that. They cheat on you.

Okay, maybe some of you think that my advice is really stubborn and self-centered. Okay, let's take a look on their reason. When your partner cheat on you, even it is hard, ask them why they do that. Sort out their reason LOGICALLY.

Some of them will say, you never care of them. Ask yourself, do you really do that? Or some of them will say, you are annoying and they are tired of you - i know this one is harsh but no matter how mad you are, ask yourself - do you being jerk to them?

In the end, when you can think all of their reasons logically, you can go into a solution whether what they say is true or not. But based on experiences of people around me, once they cheat, they will always cheat.

There was one of my friend who got cheated 5 times and she still forgive him. But what he really thinks of it? He thinks that he is allowed to cheat. All he should do is just beg for forgiveness each time he get caught on cheating. Then what happened when the girl really break up with him? 2 days later - I saw him hugging with a girl on a motorcycle. Ironic, isn't it?

So, this is only what I think and my advice based on what I saw, what I heard, and what I think. I know guys, love is blind. Love is complicated. Love makes you weak. But keep using your logic guys, not all people deserve your love. I wish you a good luck in your life and keep doing what is good for you!

With love,

  See you in next post, cheers!

L'Oreal Hydrafresh Gel&Foam

Back with the new thing to discuss! Recently, I was trying a new product. In my old post, I said that a long time ago, my skin got super dry and I can't even wear powder because the powder will break down because of my dry skin.

So, I used Skinfood Lettuce&Cucumber Emulsion and it showed a good progress and heal my dry skin. I used it everyday after shower and it made my skin became really moist. Then, I was planning to purchase another one because mine was almost empty.

But when I went to purchase it, they did not have stock for the emulsion. They only have the cream and other emulsion. Also, to be honest, their price is really expensive :O
It is about IDR 400 or around 40$ only for 1 bottle of emulsion. Because of it is so expensive and what I'm searching for is out of stock, I tried to use another product.

My friend told me to use L'Oreal because she is also using it. So, I went to buy it and my friend told me that L'Oreal usually divide their products in two side which is a cream for day and cream for night. So, I was confused because there are too many cream and it will be super expensive too.

But when I went to there, I was confused to buy a cream for dry skin or oily skin, so I told her that actually I have oily skin type but everytime I took shower, my face will become stiff and dry. So, she told me to use their Hydrafresh Gel. It is for oily skin but it will also hydrate the skin so the skin will not get dry.

The good news is that for Hydrafresh, L'Oreal combine day and night into 1 product. So, I don't need to purchase cream for day and cream for night because this products can be used for day and for night. So, I purchased and tried it.

My first impression of the packaging is good. Because the packaging is made from glass and the color which is blue also looks really nice. 

This is what it looks like when you open it. It has lid and I like the packaging so far because it looks neat and clean.

Well yeah, I changed my mind after look what's inside. The packaging is bad in my opinion because it makes the gel becomes really messy. When I close the lid, the gel will spread out and make it sticky everywhere. So, I really do not like the packaging.

Sorry if the photo is a little bit blurry but this is the consistency of the gel. It is sticky but when you applied it into your face and spread it, it will make your skin becomes so smooth. Put the gel on your face and spread it gently then tap you face slowly. It will make your skin becomes really smooth and moist.

♥ This product claims:

• Micro Sponges: Absorbs excess sebum/oil and prevent perspiration & shine • 8X More concentrated in Zinc: Helps to regulate sebum production • Ocean Deep Water: Provide hydration and prevent water loss,4X More Hydration • ALL DAY HYDRATION: Reduces shine from oily to combination skin

• A light weight skin-cooling texture: Brings an instant ocean splash to your skin, locking in a reserve of hydration and freshness.

• Controls your skin temperature: To prevent perspiration and shine.

• Zinc and Micro Sponge technology: Regulates the sebum and inhibits excessive oil production to bring an immediate Mattifying action.

♥ To sum up, here's my review ♥

Pros:

- It gives you matte finishing but hydrate your skin

- It heals my super dry skin

- It doesn't make your face oily at all. (Seriously, when I'm using this cream, I don't get oily at all)

Cons:

- Bad packaging & not hygienic

- NOTHING. BUY IT. ^3^

So, because the gel is really good in my opinion, I also bought the creamy foam of this Hydrafresh also. MUAHAHAHA :D

This is the packaging of the creamy foam. I like the packaging and this time for real, the packaging looks so good :OO

With the matte look and blue color really suits it well! :DDD

This is the consistency of the foam. So, when you squeeze it out, the foam will be like a gel. You just need to squeeze it a bit and it can fit for your whole face :OO

The texture is just like the name. It is really creamy and sticky. But once you wash them away, your skin will be super moist and good! I use the creamy foam along with the gel and I don't have to worry again with my dry skin!

It is seriously make your skin becomes smooth and moist. Well, for my opinion, I do like this gel and also the foam.

Okay everyone this is all my review about this baamm cream and foam from L'Oreal. Hope it will help! Have a good day :)

"DOMICILE" Kitchen&Lounge - SURABAYA

"DOMICILE" Kitchen&Lounge

Surabaya

After a really long time curious about this place, I finally went to this place. DOMICILE is actually a resto-cafe and very popular these days. 

Lots of people said that this place is actually the best lounge in Surabaya because not only the place is great but also their food are tasty.

So, yesterday, for celebrating my friend's birthday, we went there. Unfortunetly, we went here at night so the view is not that great for me. Their place's decoration is actually really classy because they put lots of gigantic window in everywhere.

Because of that, it makes a wonderful view at morning. But that doesn't mean that the view are bad at night. But, in the night, they didn't put much light for the room and that's why I don't really like going there at night.

Because it was a bit dark, I didn't take photos of their building. But, you can search it in google and you will find lots of pictures of DOMICILE.

So, let's get into the food!! ^oo^

For, the appetizer unfortunetly I didn't know the name of it because my friend order it by herself. 

The right side are oninon rings and the left side are like some kinda fish bites. They are salty and chewy. The taste are tasty for me and a good companion for the food or if you want a little bit snacking, this is definitely the answer :D

Black Ink Fettucine Seafood White Cream (80k)

This is the best seller of the restaurant at that time and lots of people are craving about it. The texture of the fettucine itself is so chewy and it combines perfectly with the toppings. If you happen to come here, you have to try this.

Sausages Aglio Olio (65k)

The sauce of Aglio Olio itself is actually minced or pressed garlic in olive oil, and chopped parsley or can also be added as a garnish, along with grated parmesan. So, the garlic is very strong and for this sausages aglio olio, it is a little bit spicy because of the pepper. This is also the best pasta in there in my opinion.

Tuna Aglio Olio (75k)

This is actually the same with Sausages Aglio Olio but in here, the pasta is not as spicy as the sausages one. Also, this is one of the most delicious pasta in there in my opinion.

Mushroom Risotto (+/- 90k)

I really forgot the price of the risotto but it is around 80-90k, The texture of the risotto itself is a little bit stiff but it blends well with the mushroom. I don't really like the risotto but some poeple said that this is also best of the menu. 

Cream Chicken and Mushroom Cheese Pizza (70k)

The texture of the pizza itself is very crunchy and the topping is so many. It is very crispy and cruchy on the crust but chewy on the inside. The pizza is very good!!

Greentea Shake (35k)

Vanilla Shake (35k)

Virgin Mojito (35k)

Mandarin Blues (35k)

Greentea Shake is actually really good for matcha lovers out there because the taste of the matcha is really strong and it blended with milk. So, for the sweet lovers, this is actually a good choice for you.

It is also the same with the Vanilla Shake. The milk flavour is really strong and this drink is really sweet. It is really perfect for the sweet lovers.

Unfortunetly, that day I was sick and I was unable to taste the virgin mojito and the mandarin blues. But I bet they taste great too!

So, enough with the food.. In here, there are so many great places to take a picture. The interior is really great and fancy. Before you go home, don't forget to take picture under the DOMICILE name near the restroom! :p

"DOMICILE" Kitchen&Lounge

Jalan Sumatera No. 35, Surabaya, Jawa Timur 60281

(031) 5016900

Revlon Colorstay Foundation

Yesterday I bought a new foundation to home! So so excited to finally try it :D I have watched all the reviews and the first impression of the foundation and it is quite great actually! 

The only youtuber I can trust is Judy. It is just because she has the skin type like me which is oily. Also I like the way she is reviewing it! It is so clear and so helpful. I like her lah! I trust in her taste too and I should try lots of things she recommended! If...I'm rich later.. :')
You can watch her here: https://www.youtube.com/user/itsjudytime/videos

Back to the foundation, the most important thing is the foundation is not quite pricey! It is still expensive for student's pocket but it is quite cheap actually! Cheap but not cheapy.. hahaha... get it..

Okay lah not funny but what I mean is that product is not low quality! It is great for me and I'm quite impressed with it. 

The packaging is so fabulous in my opinion. It made from a glass and heavy actually. Many people said that the worst thing about this foundation is that there is no pump in it so it is quite hard to squeeze it out. But in my opinion although actually it is a bit of difficult, I like it better with no pump. Idk but I just feel that is the 'real' foundation's packaging should be.. Wait, I'm not saying that the foundation without pump is not real xD but you get what i mean lah! YOU SHOULD GET IT :) hahaha kidding! I mean it is just like the classic foundation although i know if there is a pump it would be very helpful.

♥ This product claims:

- Wears up to 24 hours

- Flawless look, lightweight feel

- SPF 15

The other thing I like about this foundation is actually it is not a sticky foundation. When you first applied it, it is just like water (well not 100% water) but you know, it is just quite light.. It blends so so easily! You just need to apply a little bit of it and spread it out all over your face. The magic thing is although you only squeeze it a little, it can fit whole your face! I'm quite impressed because it is so economical :D haha ignore what I'm saying,

But actually you need a little bit more to cover all your blemishes and imperfections. But in my case, the foundation is not good enough/not enough to cover my blemishes and imperfections, so I need to apply concealer too. 

I tried the foundation today and wear it to college. You know, it has been a really difficult and bad weather for any foundation actually. I was in the sun and sweat a lot, it was windy, storms, tunder , and raining.. Okay kidding, i was in the sun and it was super super hot and I thought my foundation died because of it.

But I was quite shocked that the foundation is still on and i'm not oily at all! Yes, I do sweat a lot but actually it did not get me any oil at all! I'm very impressed with this foundation and freaking love it. I'm gonna wear it every single day! Well, not every single day, but I will wear it A LOT :D

I was wearing it 10 hours and it does disappear a little but it mostly still on! Also the best thing is i'm still not oily! Well, I do get oily but it is just a little, like super super little and I can call it not oily lah!

Besides of that, speaking of the shades that I choose, I'm using it in the shade 110 Ivory.
I think there are 4 shades for this foundation if I'm not mistaken. 

Speaking of the shades, I think I choose the wrong shade because it is just too white for me. When I first applied, it blends well but in the end it will become too white for me. I will give the picture of myself so we can see what skin type I am.

In here, I'm not using any foundation, i'm just using compact powder and a little bit of blush on. As you can see, I have light skin type but Ivory is just too white for me. I think next time I will choose Natural Beige because it is more natural than Ivory.

So, I think for my foundation, I will still using it but I will use it just a little bit. For people out there, if you happen to purchase a foundation which is too white/too bright for you, rather than throw it away, just take a little bit of it and if still don't cover well, use your concealer.

The concealer will cover your blemishes and your foundation will brighten up your skin. If your foundation is too bright for you then I'm sure if you use it a little, it will still brighten up your skin well.

♥ To sum up, here's my review ♥ 

Pros:

- Very lightweight, not heavy at all. You will not get the cakey feeling or look

- Blends so easily and beautiful

- Matte finishing as they claim to be

Cons:

- Not much coverage

- Not really stay on 24 hours

- Showing dry patches (if you have combination skin type)

Also, I noticed that I had Combination skin which I get oily in my T-Zone and chin area but really dry in my cheek and around nose. I was a bit confused whether I need to use the Combination/Oily skin or the Normal/Dry skin.

So, what I did is to mix my primer with the foundation. I'm using Make Over Hydration Serum as my primer and mix it with Revlon Colorstay Foundation and it is BAM~

It blends so smooth and not dry me out at all. Also it makes it longer to use.

Well, this is just my thoughts of the Revlon Colorstay Foundation. This is not an ads or anything. I'm just a consumer, well a 'happy' costumer who is quite impressed with their foundation. 
For the dry skin people out there, no need to worry because they also have the foundation for the dry skin type! So, that's all for the review and I can say that this foundation is great! :)

Ps: What is good for me may not be good for you. So, I'm just sharing my opinion and how the foundation reacts on my skin. Some people may not have the same skin type as me because my friend also bought this foundation and have oily skin but this foundation is just not strong enough to cover their oily skin.

Have a good day everyone, cheers!

My Skincare

So, I want share a little bit of my skincare. Well, my collection not really big actually because I'm poor :') well.. but I just want to share what I usually use for my skin!

Skin Food Lettuce&Cucumber Emulsion

I will tell you my condition first. So yeah, one day after taking a shower, my skin got super dry and make me can't even smile because it feels so tight idk why.. So, I applied this into my face everyday and like a magic, my skin got super soft, chewy (idk what the other words. Now I feel my face like a cookie lol) and feel nice lah!

The product look like a white liquid and little bit sticky. Then when you apply it into you face, it feels like water, so you need to spread it all over your face and massage your face. It will dry quickly, when it is done, there will be no more sticky feeling. Your face will feel super good and moist. 

The another magic thing is, I got several big pimple and I can't do anything to take it off or whatever. But after I applied this product, the next day my pimple becomes harden and it take off by itself! This is magic.

Biokos Martha Tilaar Anti Wrinkle

I bought this several weeks ago and trying my best to apply it everyday, but I failed. Hmm..
Yes, I got super busy and I always forget to apply this thing. This is for your under eye circle. I got a super huge and dark under eye circle because I love to sleep late at night. I got a super huge amount of assignments and force me to not sleep early :')

So, there is a little pump in it. The liquid's color is transparant and it is sticky. When you applied it into your under eye, it will take much of your time because this thing didn't dry quickly. You need to massage it all around your eyes and tap it slowly.

Oriflame Diamond Cellular

I think I like this better than Biokos. Before Biokos, I use this a lot for my under eye circle. It shows it progess, I feel my under eye becomes brighter. But when I use this, I never forget to apply this everyday. But for the Biokos, I always forget to apply this. I will try to apply more often then we'll see if this really better than Biokos!

There is also a little pump in it. The liquid is white and not that sticky. When you applied it, spread it all around your eyes for a moment and it will come through your skin

Lip Ice Sheer Color

This lipbalm is super great! My lips got super dry once, then I applied this thing into my lip. The next day my lips go super soft and no more dry lip! This lipblam has a little bit color in it so you can use it when you are going out too! 

The texture is really sticky. Well, I don't like a sticky thing into my face or my lip or my anything. So, I just use this when I need it or when I'm home. But this lipbalm really a reat help for you dry lippiiess!

Acnes Point Clear Treatment Series

This thing is amazing! When you have a really big pimple just use this! It will be dissapear several days later. It is really good for pimples and I use this a lot lot.

The texture is not sticky at all! The texture is like water. It has a roll on thing to apply it into your face.

Biore Cleansing Strips Pore Pack

I think this thing is quite famous. Biore Pore Pack to remove your blackheads. It has 2 fragrance, Cherry Blossom and Green Tea. (I love the cherry blossom!)

Because this is already famous, no need to explain. Great!

Victoria Secret Handcream: Sheer Love

This is amazing. A m a z i n g. A to the mazing! This handcream is my life saver, my angel, my saviour, my everything! Okay, let me explain why I am this overreact like this.

Years ago, my pinkie got super dry and it becomes like a tree's fiber. It is super dry and hurt so so so much. A lot of products I have been using to cure it, but nothing happens. So, I give up and just use hansaplast whenever it hurts. It was really painful for me. Then I bought this handcream and start to apply it after taking a shower EVERYDAY. YOU KNOW WHAT, my hand becomes super soft and my pinkie-look-like-tree-fiber is finally gone!! I really really love love this handcream and I highly recommended this!!

The texture is not that sticky. It dries quickly when you apply it into your hands and spread it. The liquid color's is white and smeels like heaveenn!

Victoria Secret Body Butter: Sheer Love

Because of the the success of it's sibling, the mighty handcream, I decided to buy this. The texture is super sticky so you need really to spread it all over your skin to remove the stickyness. This is good but I think not as good as the handcream.

Clean&Clear Active Clear Speed Cleansing Acne Gel

I also think this product is already famous. This is also good for your pimple. If you have a pimple just use this and it will be dissapear several days later. I think this is almost the same like Agnes Point Clear in my description earlier.

Well, that's all of my skincare product. It is not that great, not that expensive, but it is surely super good and I highly recommended all of this! =)